I came to know this girl and was interested in her. She was attending New Creation Church in Singapore so I decided to go to church with her to see her more often. As time went by, I fell in love with this girl and I got hooked to going church with her because I wanted to see her more often. Whenever the church service was going on, I used to shut my ears and tell myself how stupid all these people can be to worship this man (Jesus) whom they think died for them. For about nine months I had been attending church with her and then suddenly came a surprise announcement. My girlfriend told me she was not interested in me anymore and I was hurt really deeply in my heart. At that time I started looking for answers. I felt deeply rejected because I used to look at myself and say "What is wrong with me!"