Forgive Me
- By Ashish Joy
- Published 09/28/2006
Ashish Joy
Ashish Joy is a 22 years old Malayalee Christian. He is a Theology Major at Portland Bible College in Oregon State, USA. Ashish Joy is a musician, a writer and enjoys computers. Above all, he loves God with devoted passion and desires to see Christians rise up to become world-changers and trend-setters in the ministry and in the marketplace.
Confusion mucking around my slighted mind
I’m thinking of where I am…and where I want to be
Disbelief has choked the life out of these veins
And all I want is to not know the feeling
I’m sitting around wondering…what if? why not? how so?
I guess it was never meant to be…just a vain imagination
It was a shadow and a whisper…meant to elude
All I wanted was…All I craved was…
But these things never make sense
And now I’m happy it doesn’t
But there are still times I wonder…
Those moments are unbearable
I wish I could answer myself…
Forgive me for wavering
Forgive me for wandering
Forgive me for wishing
Forgive me for wanting
