Confusion mucking around my slighted mind
I’m thinking of where I am…and where I want to be
Disbelief has choked the life out of these veins
And all I want is to not know the feeling

I’m sitting around wondering…what if? why not? how so?
I guess it was never meant to be…just a vain imagination
It was a shadow and a whisper…meant to elude

All I wanted was…All I craved was…
But these things never make sense

And now I’m happy it doesn’t
But there are still times I wonder…
Those moments are unbearable
I wish I could answer myself…

Forgive me for wavering
Forgive me for wandering
Forgive me for wishing
Forgive me for wanting