I know u r answer but i just cant get down to doing what u have told.... It's been a struggle really a huge struggle.....

I just cant depart from my emotional attachment which i have in ppl... and to be frank with u it does comes in way of God's plan in my life... I have been given an answer to leave... leave for good that is... When i was in KL i was wresteling with God. Ppl in my life also spoke to me about certain things in my life which is does not align with God's prespective and it did stun me... Therefore i need to change and change comes with pain. Huge amounts if it to be precise.

I know God is pushing me to the limits and giving me challanges to face and to raise my standards of living for HIM..... He is pushing my spritual boundaries, skills and wisdom... He is pushing me in all ways... sometime i just kneel and cry to God to be easy on me.... but He always asks me to look athow He has brough me through things and that He is doing these things in my Life to shine His glory.........

I also want to thank God for giving me my trustable LIFE's Board members who are Mark, Paul David and ruth... I have been very open and truthful with them from A to Z of my life which even includes things about the gilr whom i like. They keep me on track and they really help me

in building my life... Thank you guys....

David Bala